It's so sad to see the death of a long MR. It sounds as if both of you starved it to death.
If you knew she would never change back to the woman you first M, would you want to continue with the M?
Very good question. Right now I would say "Yes" I would take her back the way she is now. Hopefully, in a few months time after the fog clears I might come to my senses and say, "No" I don't want the woman she became because there was a reason I became unloving and cold to her.
M 55 W 52 MR 32 T 34+ D29 BD May 8, 2016 - She moved out ILYBNILWY May 15 (Through email) No EA/PA August 23 - DB used against me in every way Divorce July 18, 2017 - Life is getting better every day