Its Ramadhan and i am struggling to heal wounds of betrayal, i have days i am filled with anger and thoughts of destroying the OM. All which i fear will invalidate my fast.
The only thing i can do now is turn to god, try to stay pure of mind during ramadhan and really really find my inner peace.
You are not alone.
Me31 W31 M11yrs S6yrs 23Mar16-BD 9Apr16-W admitted EA w boss. 27Jun16-W Changed job and promised NC w OM. 14Jul16-Continued contact w OM.Start of Separation. 24May17-Divorced.