Infidelity/WAH, my story pt 2

[PsySara]

I found some evidence that he took the affair underground. I confronted him and reminded him that it is Ramadan and lies will void a fast.

They had sex in April.

This was after he promised to do anything to fix things.This was after she texted me a heartfelt apology (after her parents received the exposure letter from me) and said she was cutting contact.

I am afraid my response was counter to DBing. I threatened to destroy them again. H became angry and basically hung up on me.He called back later and again was angry and nasty to me.

I am broken. I am destroyed. I had no idea it would hurt this much again. I feel like I can't breathe, my chest hurts. It feels as if my heart has been carved out again.