What Should I be doing (5)

[RSG]

Ah, I see Coconut. Therein lies the awkwardness. You want to be with her so badly, you push and......
When it's spontaneous, loving and you're both into it. That's what I meant. Only a truly evil woman can even contemplate faking that kind of connection.

You know, I haven't done so badly with anger. Sure, I've thought nasty things in my head and screamed so much the dog was surprised. But I haven't said them to her. Even though she would end up bawling like a baby (after doing a bit of her own yelling I'd bet), the short emotional high from getting that out would crush everything for me and my son as well.

Yeah, I can imagine even the most mundane situations sparking a thought. Wanting to address it immediately and having to eat it, otherwise tons of hard work could be lost in one heated discussion.

You're doing well, keep it up!!