ALSO NOTE: THIS WAS THE FIRST TIME SHE INITIATED IN 6 YEARS.

Another thing,
In the good 'ol days, she DID tell me once that she enjoyed it hard and fast. I guess when I was 45 lbs heavier, I couldn't do it anymore and forgot but now that I'm a lean, mean cycling machine, I can do my energizer bunny on her.

It's just so damn cool that she had a deep, vaginal O within 5 minutes. She seemed almost bummed out that she came so uncontrollably fast...and not for my sake. This was classic "f*cking" defined by PM. I think I'm finally understanding "doing","being done" and "fcking". Bad sex comes when both people want to "give" each other "pleasure" according to what they assume the other one wants. Awesome sex comes when people both "express" their desires in their own language and let the other person in on their journey. It's really baking my noodle to understand this. PM explains how "aggressive" sex, while it seems like a socially unacceptable combination of ideas (after all, that's what molesters are like) is actually a great thing when it's bidirectional with your spouse.

Oh man, I just deleted a sentence that explained how "I like my sex slower, longer and nicer". But I the more I started thinking about last night, I just realized that the "soft" style is a habit, not a real desire. Last night was actually "incredible" for me too. Maybe our problem stems from us both "holding back" in the sack and it got boring and unexpressive. I'm going to be thinking about this a lot now. Wow.

Also, I think I'm going to buy a Liberator this weekend. There's a shop that advertises them. While I have very powerful legs, thighs and back from mountain bike racing, my arms aren't as strong as they should be for these acrobatic moves.

Anywhere is walking distance if you have the time -Steven Wright