Well. Today didn't go quite like I hoped. The people were nice enough. Had a few beers after work, watched the Braves actually win a game, had a pleasant conversation. Unfortunately, everything under the surface started to bubble up. Too many things reminded me of her, and I lost if after I left.
Had a nice talk with my Mom afterwards though. This doesn't happen often, but sometimes I just need a pep talk. Mom actually told me what you guys say a lot, gave a lot of encouragement and reiterated to focus on me and my son. I do, when he's here. It's just so hard for me when he's gone. I feel so alone and empty without him, and her, around the house. All you can do is survive right? And once this is over, I'll know I can survive anything.
Thanks DB Fam for all your positivity. It's like an Oasis in the desert sometimes to be honest.....
Me: 35 W: 32 S: 4 T: 6 M: 4 Physical Separation official: 5/21 Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son
Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.