Slept 2.5 hours. Had Starbucks coffee and went to class. Left a little early and still not tired. Have a creative class from 7-10 tonight. shocked I guess I'll pick up another Starbucks...

The triggers are everywhere! At the class, there was a slide with centuries' old marriage records. My stomach clenched and I started tearing up.

I also quit my job today. I'm not fit to be around people, I need to give myself a month of 'sick leave' to recover. I'm going to do a scheduled shift on Friday and that's it. My boss got sort of curt even though I had let her know I was considering it. I explained that with no sleep and frequent crying fits, I'm just not fit to work around people right now.

I'm going to give myself a month to get started on a translation project I have been wanting to do for years. We'll see how I do. In a month, I'll start applying for jobs, unless my practice grows and I get more hours and a pay raise from my other employer (they are discussing it).

M 16 yrs, WH62, P54
3 adult blended kids
EA 11/13, BD1 6/14
PA fall 14, BD2 2/15
Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15
Separated 4/16
WH moved OW in 5/16
Divorced 6/15/17