My wife walked out 2

[RSG]

I will continue to do that. It's been a weird day today. She came over to pick up S for camp and we got him ready. She asked me to take a heavy box to her car, and we went together. As we came back inside she started to cry, she just said "It's weird" and I said yeah, it's really weird.

We discussed this weekend, because I have to take S over to my folks as she has jury duty next week. I mentioned I was taking him to them NEXT week because it will be Father's day. She let slip she's getting me a present. That will be interesting, especially the card (if there is one).

I said bye to S, gave him lots of love and told WW bye. She then started texting about how he's doing, and that he's just not fitting into the environment. And that she's unhappy with her performance. I validated her concerns and she just said she's having a bad day, and that "this is hard for her too." I wanted to laugh, but I even validated that saying I Know it's hard for you too and we're both fighting inner battles.

She KEEPS having to convince herself destroying this family is "right" and will be good for long term and short term happiness. She even mentioned the dreaded F word this morning. Friends.

I'm at a loss. The fog is there, and everytime I start to see my wife again, she's gone and the fog crashes over her again. This is really hard. I told her she's asking me to do husband things but doesn't want to be my wife. All she said was ok. I wish I could just quit sometimes....