What Should I be doing (5)

[cbtdad]

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My friend I am not laughing at you, I am laughing with you. Oh I know that allay all so well. Cnut, my W is extremely good looking. 5'3 115 lbs, blonde hair, blue eyes, great smile and works out.
She turns me on all the time. 10 years in and I still get excited when I see her naked. Which is why my current situation is so tough right now;)
So after we started piecing, I knew sex was gonna be awkward at first. And oh my was it ever. The first time I couldn't get the thought of OM out my head. Couldn't even perform. Which was crazy cause my W has always turned me on like I said.
We talked about it and got our feelings out about it. A few days later we were hanging on the back deck and both decided to go try again. Still awkward but at least we got the job done.
It get better and better from there. I would say it took me 3 months before it felt "normal" if that makes sense
Its just one of those things that's gonna take time.
But man everything sounds great otherwise. Keep it up!