What Should I be doing (5)

[Coconut]

So we ML last night, awkward awkward awkward. She had gone to station with her entire class to study for mid term, I went out to my weekly outing to open mic night. Both got home around 1100pm. We were laying in bed chatting and being silly, and I couldn't take it so I used everything I had to get her turned on. Eventually she pulled me to her, and I said I don't know what I'm doing (I wasn't sure how far she wanted to take it) and she replied oh yes you do. It was awkward because I didn't want to push her into it, but at the same time I really wanted to.

Anyway, after a while I asked how she felt about it and she said "it may have been too soon", but didn't elaborate. I'm not sure how to take that. I did have a few moments when we were just being silly or kissing that the A came into mind, and I just backed off for a few minutes and dealt with my emotions, she asked what was wrong and I told her I just need to process some thoughts, which I did, so I'm wondering if that was what she was referring to or if she was dealing with the same types of thing.

I guess that is something we need to discuss, but last night was definitely not the time. I'm not gonna push her like that again, I'll wait for her to initiate now, and just enjoy the bonding we are doing.