Every time in the past I'd been excited to see her in these passing by's. This time, however, I really wasn't. I wasn't rude, but since receiving papers, maybe it's different. I felt an inner "i don't care" or "disrespect" towards my W. She's made her decision, and her text basically says "I have chosen to be happier in my life without you in it." And that's a painful thing to hear someone you love say. So I guess it's all adding up, I don't know.
betterm,
I understand the inner "I don't care." I'd had a similar experience. I'd always tried to be happy and supportive of my wife but there was only so much pummeling I could take and then there was the "straw that broke the camel's back" moment and I just couldn't continue to allow her to treat me that way anymore.
