Hi Phoebe, it's hard to feel so sad and my heart goes out to you Sweetheart. It's also good to release the grief and I think you have the mix about right, though it all might feel horrible and difficult and painful.

Releasing in this way will help as time goes on....and I'm glad you have some nice GAL activities planned too.....xx

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We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus