I think I am ok with it, thats the only connection that I have with my H at the moment. He is slowly contacting me more, and boy, do I gave him something to remember everytime we ML. At times I feel angry, but overall I am pretty tough. Now he is cheating OW, coz he saw me behind her back and everytime she is not in town. He has nothing to hide from me coz I know everything already about his R with OW, and she knows nothing about him seeing and ML to me. Hows that?

LM is his primary LL, I dont know how long more can he live with this arrangement. Can men out there shed some light on this? Does he not feel guilty that he ML to me while involve in a passionate A with OW? I dont understand men!

Sometimes the very thing you're looking for is the one thing you can't see..