Her mind is definitely in a weird place. She constantly says to me she'd walk through hell for our child, but is actually willing to throw away half of his life without even trying to work on anything.
Obviously my WW is still in the thick of it. I noticed we weren't friends on Instagram a few days ago, and then today we weren't on Facebook. I asked about FB, and she said we are still friend but she's just stopped doing social media so she isn't posting anything anyway. That used to make her SO happy, and it wasn't that long ago!
She said she was "so sorry" the other day, but that didn't hurt her much. And she's been cold and distant since she said that. My Mom compared her place in this as watching a house burning down and being helpless to stop it. I thought that was good, but added my place was watching it burn, knowing it was my house AND knowing it was arson.
I don't understand why she just doesn't file for D now, or why she doesn't say she wants to go forward with a plan. She wants to work together, turn in a plan we agree on and the like, but hasn't said word one about when.
Me: 35 W: 32 S: 4 T: 6 M: 4 Physical Separation official: 5/21 Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son
Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.
