Reading your successes has made me realise just how far I have come this last month. I have almost completely lost my anger, I have posted all my vents to you guys and have gotten them off my chest. I have reduced the (overpowering) amount of hugging I give W which has given her the space to give me some unprompted hugs herself (lovely). We have ML twice in the space of one month and weekly is on the cards. I have a lot to celebrate and I salute you all for helping me. SD