I know you will grow from this. You already are. I have so much faith that as you move through this process you will find a more beautiful and authentic life, one you would have not have known without this. There are always silver linings. This is so raw still, but as you heal, you will become open to seeing them. I think those of us reading here already see some.
-Blu
“Forgiveness liberates the soul. It removes fear. That is why it is such a powerful weapon.” – Nelson Mandela