Seems your trying to do the right thing with MC. Line up the dates and work on things for your marriage to save it
Seems you have a choice. Get "sober" and don't smoke anymore is one of your choices and the other is to be committed to marriage counseling and making changes for you to be a better person. your W will see that....
_________________________ Me-48 Spouse-WAW 52 Married for 10 years D7 ILYBNILWY 7/15 Suspect EA/PA 12/15 No confirmation/denial She files 1/2016 Working towards the Big D ...still in progress....