Thanks Acc. I do feel as though she would like things to workout as well
I'm going by her actions not her words. Her words still says she doesn't know what she wants, but her actions are very positive
I was proud of myself for having patience and succeeding at a goal last night
W went out bowling for a friends bday. She said she was only going to go for an hour which I knew wouldn't be possible. She was gone for about 2 hours and I definitely wanted to check phone bill, but I was able to reread my goals and remind myself that it doesn't matter what she is doing and that I can't control that if it was something bad anyways
She texted me not too long after I was having those thoughts and said she was on her way home. I just replied ok


M 37 W 30
S 7
Together 10 years
Married 9 years
BD: 12/12/12(W filed same day)
I moved to apartment 1/11/13
W and S moved to MIL 1/11/13
Peicing: 6/3/13
Reconciled: 7/2013
BD2: 4/20/16
still working on it