Have i been making mistakes too long part 8

[tkdmme]

Hello,

Its going well. Pretty uneventful but no news is good news right? I haven't spoke with STBX in a few days. not even through texts. I wonder how she is and what she's is up to but I don't dwell on it.

I speak with the kids at least twice a day. Now that they are on summer break, I never know when they will be waking up. During school I call every morning at 7am like clockwork and every evening at 830 just before they go to bed.

I miss my family dearly but at this point I just want to concentrate on the future and what may be ahead for me. I was thinking last night about my life and all of the events that have lead up to this point. It seems that every time something came up that left me feeling uncomfortable and scared, it turned out to be a blessing. Im hoping that this experience will be the similar.

I am still sober and it hasn't been too hard. Physically I feel great and waking up with a clear head is a much needed improvement. I have stopped all other relationships with other women. This has been hard. I went a little crazy for a while with the women. I went out with several during my crazy period and to be honest didn't truly care for any of them except for one. I miss talking to her.

Anyway, I am good and as always, thanks for the support.