She called to say goodnight to S. I asked why she didn't want to Facetime and see him, she said she wasn't looking so good. Her voice was cracking and she didn't spend more than 45 seconds talking to him, and we shared a very flat goodbye. I know she was crying and coming to realize the cost of her actions.
Is it wrong that this made me feel better? I do think her comments today will make it easier for me to detach. I know the woman I love is in there. She tries to come out, but the lunatic in charge of her mind keeps her at bay. Sure, she denies this is so, but I can tell. Something's really going to hit home with her and pull her out of the fog, I just don't know when.
Me: 35 W: 32 S: 4 T: 6 M: 4 Physical Separation official: 5/21 Currently: DR/DBing, Focusing on me and son
Cheating on a good person is like throwing away a diamond and picking up a rock.
