Im just catching up right now. Seems like you've been on edge a bit and I'm sorry. We all know the ups and downs of this process. I think the best way to get past it is to accept the loss for what it is in any way you have to.
No more speculating about husband!
My boss is the only person that knows in my work place. For me, Im not prepared to deal with the pity. Although I know my coworkers will be ultra supportive (many of them came to my wedding). I'm sorry that you do not have that support as well, but you do from all of us here.
What would lift your mood a bit? GAL and realize your " so hot, you'd make a dragon want to retire "
