I don't know anymore - I don't know what I'm feeling, I don't know what to do, I don't know what I want...I just know I don't want this. I wanted us to work. I wanted him to try. I don't want to lose him, but I just don't know that anything could ever be enough after this. I hold onto hope that someday we'll get back together and be better than ever...
roar,
I'm sorry you're feeling badly about your MR. I noticed you're all over the place with regards to your feelings about H. I'm a guy, which means I'm a fixer and I want to help fix the hurt, but I have no idea how to do that.
Did you ever see that episode of Mr. Bean where he invited his girlfriend to his apartment for dinner? He was preparing to cook a turkey and somehow got it stuck on his head. His girlfriend knocked on the door so he covered up the turkey, the one that was on his head, with a table cloth. Much of the rest of that episode was about him trying to get the turkey off of his head before his girlfriend could find out that he had a turkey on his head.
That was a funny episode.
What does that have to do with your situation? Not a d@mn thing, but it got your mind off of the bad stuff for two seconds. See...made you laugh.
Time to head back to the asylum before the white coats arrive.
