Detachment, anxiety and the end of limbo

[Painter]

I don't know why it should bother me so much that H took OW camping in our beautiful bus, but it hurts me very much.

OF COURSE it hurts you! You've been rejected and replaced in a most inconsiderate and hurtful manner, and your world has been turned upside down by the person who was supposed to be there for you and have your back.

Don't ever wonder about the right you have to feel grief and anger over this.