Lonely Hearts Club V

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Of course I would marry you Rouky! You are amazing and you were a great wife. You are having trouble letting go because you put so much into the marriage. There is no shame in that. When you love someone it is hard to let go. I still love my wife but I now see her for what she is. And it isn't very pretty. I overlooked so much over the course of fifteen years trying to keep her happy and keep her from going off the deep end. Thank God I no longer am concerned with that. There is another man to fix everything for her. They kind of deserve each other. You will get here. The Lord will help you with it. I have no doubt that once you get yourself out there and men start to find you that it will help with the healing process. There is no elixir like having someone pursuing you. I guess I am pretty lucky in that I am in contact with so many people and I do have women who want to go out with me. I will do what my therapist said and be patient. I know that going forward I will not compromise on a couple of issues. Any future relationship that I am in will be one that is affectionate and kind. I'll not date anyone who is callous toward others and judgmental. Only smart women need apply. You fit every category and would be a wonderful wife. You were a wonderful wife. Your husband is an @$$ and undeserving of you. Stay with the counseling dear and get yourself out there. All men aren't jerks and thousands of us want someone just like you. I love you and I am here for you always. Keep in touch.