Working on me and letting it play out

[betterm]

I just picked up ... I'm actually RE-reading the DR book for a second time right now. with more writing, and journaling involved, as I don't want to be steered in too many different directions by conflicting ideas in books. (like going to two therapists who are each telling you something opposite of the other to do).

When I first read DR, I was that dumb, hopeful guy who thought this would pass... re-reading it a second time, now that I've made some progress, is actually much different in key areas. I think differently about what I'm reading.

I don't think there is anything wrong with "backout out" on your spew of moving out in the heat of the moment. It should be perfectly fine to own your mistake and just call it what it is.