I understand this is hard emotionally. Let the emotions flow through you. You need to let go of them and focus on one thing at a time. You will get through this. 3 months is not a long time compared to some of the good DB'rs that have lasted over a year or more. Be patient and give it time if you really want to have you M work.
H-46 XW-38 T-7 M-6 S-9,8,8,6,4 S 11/30/15, I filed 12/8/15 EA 2/1/16 D dismissed 3/24/16 PA 3/18/16 confirmed 4/22/16 XW files for D 4/1/16 - D final 11/17/16 Finally moving forward...