I know, I know! I don't know what's wrong with me. I am procrastinating on the legal aspect in a really awful way. Once I get through this, there will be closure. I can proceed with my life...especially my career. Which I will discuss more with you in future.
So why? I have no hope for reconciliation. I don't even want it because by non negotiables have been reached. I think it's stemming from fear of the legal process itself. I feel ignorant and vulnerable. Like some one who has to go for surgery but does not trust any of the doctors they are consulting with and has no medical background or connections. It's really stressful for me and I'm just putting it off.
