I know to believe none of what they say, and 1/2 of what they do. Its just very confusing. Deep down, I do believe her, but past hurts aren't allowing me to right now. I'm chalking this up to a fumble on my part, and will continue on the path toward a better me. No word on divorce since our last argument, so I don't think she has filed. That's a plus, I know she is confused as well. Time will tell.
