Its not too late!

[mylittlehalo]

Well gang it's been a few days since I last posted, so here goes.

I have been in a crummy mood for the last few days. Trying to make it better.
Wednesday I had a "girlie" apt with a new Dr., She was trying to get my back ground and I guess getting to know me. She asked me how I have been and how I am doing on Wellbutrin. I explained to her that I feel more emotional but that more than likely its because of all the stress I am going through with my mom and XH.
Well, she sat in there for over an hour talking to me, she gave me a lot of great advise on how I should be and need to be with my H and how I do not need to worry about my moms heart, how she will be fine as long as she follows the cardiologist's directions. She also expressed concern about the way I am handling the miscarriage I had before H and I separated, she looked me in the eyes and told me that it was not my fault and that I need to forgive myself for this (How did she know I still had repressed emotions about this?). Wow, by the time I left her office I was in tears but I felt so relieved. It's almost as though she was sent to talk to me from the man above.

Yesterday was a little better but today I am in the best mood. I cannot remember the last time I felt the way I do today.

Tonight is a girls night out, I invited Xh to go but he is so busy packing I dont think he will join us. I hope all of you are doing well. Ya'll are always in my thoughts and prayers!