Thanks nitaf and Wiley for your continued support!

Db'ing is more of a natural response then a forced response now a days, but goodness it is still hard.

My entire childhood (okay even early adulthood) my family continuously told me how "Life is only as difficult as you make it". Well if this is the case, Karma must be paying me back for things I have done in my past lives, because I do not remember making the choice to make life this difficult. LOL

Xh has been attentive for the last couple of days, still not giving in to the urge to "talk". We are both on Vacation next week, do not have any plans because the tentative plans we made fell through because of his house sitch. I can not complain about not having a "schedule to follow" (although I am an incredibly organized person), WE are looking forward to spending as much time as possible with each other. Very Exciting

Lots of love,

Halo Being happy doesn't mean everything's perfect. It means you've decided to see beyond the imperfections.