Working on me and letting it play out

[cbtdad]

I appreciate your thoughts and and prayers coconut.
My little guy is my driving force. If it wasn't for him i would have already moved out.
W and I spoke when I returned from church. I apologized for being irrational and wanting to talk in the heat of the moment last night. She understood more it seemed like.
We went to workout together and she gave me an early Father's Day present which was nice
Guess I'm back on same path
She really says she doesn't know because she is afraid that this is all an act and that the changes won't last. She is afraid to open up and get hurt again by me
Once again and I know this, it really is about time in my situation
I have to understand that and have patience