Toast - burnt or just right

[rich4j]

Tough weekend. For those having to "pack up" how do you keep focused?

Although my "exit" date from the house is still weeks away I started to go through things to start to separate stuff

I hit some of the piles of pictures we had and totally lost it. Pictures of some great vacations, fun times....and just sat there saying what? why? how? Ugh....

I went to a place I haven't in months thinking maybe she would wake up after I am gone and realize what has happened and what she has lost? I have read this on a few threads and do realize that is probably a pipe dream but how and when do you get past this? My nightmare started last August as it will be a year soon when I am most likely sitting in my new residence solo. Life has some weird twists and turns...