I'm just going to try and enjoy it while it lasts. I'm under no illusions that I'm probably going to have some tough days ahead of me but I need to take the rough with the smooth.
I have been thinking about something my W said to a friend the other night, it was something along the lines of "I'm not being big headed but I know he still loves me". I can't help but think that all the while she is under that impression she thinks she's got as long as she likes to test the waters and see if the grass is greener.
I've decided that the best course of action is to completely detach and focus on me and my children. Maybe if she loses that safety net of knowing I'm still in love with her and she starts to questions my feelings it might just spark something inside of her.
