SH

Those feelings may emerge from time to time. It's possible.

I think it will never be as strong again, the tools you have learned will mean you recognise it.

In addition you observe the harm this is directing at your Ds and therefore knowing this your resolve will be greater. It is one thing to take the hit yourself but quite another to see D17 a target of it.

It's a long journey back for WAW. My own view? You are not so vulnerable to those feelings because of the harm you have seen inflicted on your Ds.

Do I think you have recovered?

No

I think you are still deep in it. Your spew shield protects you as you use it to protect your Ds.

V


Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose.
V 64, WAW