Have i been making mistakes too long part 8

[tkdmme]

thanks SH,

Keep the 2x4 handy lol.

I wasn't sure what to do about d13. every time I go to get her and she don't want to go she says she is sorry and feels bad. I tell her its ok and she shouldn't feel bad. I said last night to her, im sure you don't want to hang out with a bunch of sloppy boys. she laughed and agreed, I sure hope im doing the right thing with her. I don't want to loose her. I don't want her to feel bad either when she doesn't want to come over. I just want everybody to be happy.

This situation has taken such a toll on everyone around us. Im just ready for life to get back to some kind of normal.

I even want the STBX to be happy. I know I have no control over this but if the two of us can be happy and heal, the kids will see it and start to feel stable again.

This stuff is so much harder than I ever thought it would be. I have seen friends go through it but until you are in it you will never understand,

I am feeling better and although I woke up in a funk this morning, I am not going to let it run my day and my time with the boys,

Thanks as always, i am eternally grateful.