Some days are better than others

[EDF]

Saturday was weird. WW was pretty friendly. Still zero physical contact... I hate that part. She invited me grocery shopping, and helped get ready for the UFC get-together, and was friendly/watching with everyone, and joking a bit with me.

She sat on the floor even though there was room on the couch by me - that stung. I guess I had "expectations" there. Still had a good night and was sociable with the visiting friends, and tried to not get hung up on WW.

Really struggling with the lack of physical touch. Touch is one of my love languages; WW was never great at that, but the zero contact is a new level of difficult. I'm being very tempted to ask her to snuggle, or to try and seduce her, or to give her a drive-by hug. I know that wouldn't help things, but very tempted.

I feel silly, but it makes me kinda jealous of some of the other LBSs whose WWs do physical temp checks... I also worry what if my WWs feelings are truly dead dead for me. Trying not to read into things but it's tough.