Quote:
I still have this nagging feeling that I got over the pain, and struggles too fast. Not sure why I worry about this so much of late. But I do.


If I had to guess, maybe you're afraid you're dissociating from those feelings (this is an unconscious defense mechanism) and you're afraid they will suddenly surface in a deluge? I am projecting myself because I have had these blissfully numb moments just to have the resentment/pain/sense of betrayal suddenly flood in. I say enjoy the island of peace while it lasts, maybe it will become a detachment that lasts?

I feel so bad for your daughter, she is so lucky to have you as her father though.


M 10yrs T 13yrs
BD #1Oct 2015-PA between WAH and COW
BD #2 April 2016-WH resumed PA, she broke it off
Jan 2 2017 WH says he wants divorce
April '17-Letting go
2018 D busted
DD8, DS6, DS3