I also think a lot of these thoughts are coming from frustration with myself for slipping up a bit yesterday. Avoided her guilt trip and her attempt to fight on the phone but did slip up after picking them up with a bit of a sarcastic comment. Sarcastic humor, something that was part of our early attraction, is part of my personality and normally stays in good humor but W does have a way of me just wanting to rip my hair out.
Also have frustration that I will have to sit with her at some point and work a bunch of stuff out financially. Need to get myself sorted out again for that.
