Hi Huddy What to say ? Does it help you that we all feel like you did last night ? I doubt it but we do brother Our Ms were our rock , our very foundation of our lives and the WAS shattered that
The only thing that I can say we 100% certainty , is this pain will not last forever , time will heal and your life will go on The GAL , the improving you is all about making that happen quicker
Like you I don't post much anymore and I've now blocked WW on my phone and go out whenever she comes to the house to try and stop the pain
I've seen articles that liken this experience to losing a close family member and it can take upto 5 years to recover In a way it's tougher for you because W appears to be living a cr@p life and yet she continues with it instead of trying to work on the M
There is someone out there for you Huddy and I've no doubt people find you attractive but I doubt very much your putting a ' looking for an R ' vibe out right now
No one is thinking poor Huddy and I would imagine there is sadness for your sitch from people but not pity
How about an IC ? Is this something that might help get you back on track ?
IMHO your W is classic MLC and unfortunately that's a long long road for her to travel