Still here and need support

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Got out and GAL today as movers were going to be here today. GALwas good and had dinner before coming home. House is pretty empty as WAWtook alot of stuff which is ok. First night in home without d7 and WAW. Brought in pup to have company.
Last night I was out in the rain letting pup out before bed and d7 called out and asked if she could come out. I told her to grab her umbrella and we took a short walk in the rain and lightning flashes. D7caught a lightning bug and it rode her arm most of the way as we walked and talked. I now know what SH meant by quality time and I was truly present in the moment. I told d7 she could tell me anything and she would not hurt my feelings and that I love her.
Had a goodnight call with d7 and the tears came but I sounded composed. I pray that she is safe as I cannot protect her when she isn't here.