Hey Rouky I will always forgive you! I am doing so well. I really wish that you would step into this room of acceptance with me. It's lovely in here. Neither you nor I had any role in the affair of our spouse and nothing we could have done would have changed their mind. I am so thankful to not have to deal with my ex other than the divorce proceedings. She is lately complaining of having to do too much in regards to the transporting and care of our son. She complained bitterly of an imbalance in our marriage but she never would recognize the contribution I made in taking care of his every need. It was a very big job in that it was an hour round trip to get him to school and I did that twice a day. His music lessons were intensive and I did all of that. His classes for his social issues were a long drive. I did all of the cleaning in our home for fifteen years. I did half of the cooking. I am a good man and father and I was a fantastic husband. I have women beating down my door and I am respected by everyone I meet with the exception of one person. I say all of this because I know that you are the same as me. All of this is about your husband and nothing else. Please save yourself from this madness and see the truth where it lies. You know that I love you and I am certain that there is a very special man waiting to cherish you exactly the way you deserve. There are men out there who know who they are and what they want and are waiting to share a beautiful life with a special lady. I pray for you every day and I know you will get there. Just let go and look at the beautiful lady in the mirror and accept her for what she is. A smart, talented, sexy girl who any man but your husband would die for. Stay in touch when you can and have faith. God Bless you Rouky
M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.