Hope you have a great bbq and enjoy yourself. You deserve it!

And yes you are so right on the having teeth pulled comment! And the similarities are insane. Especially when you said about being remorseful and having done everything at your end. I too feel the exact same right now. It's hard when you have done all the heavy lifting by yourself for such a long time.

Me 26 H 25
M 4
T 5
Baby born 4/14
BD: 1/15
EA: 2/15
PA: 4/15
reconciling: 4/15
ILYBINILWY- 11/15
ILY-1/16
ILYBNILWY 4/16
ILY 6/16
ILYBINILWY 6/16
Baby due 3/17
BD 8/16