Infidelity/WAH, my story pt 2

[PsySara]

Hi Cherry!
Thanks for stopping by, I've been going through all your threads and am struck by the similarities in our WH's behavior. It's so frustrating when they are the ones acting as if they need to learn to trust us again and we have to treat them like the wounded party, huh? Sometimes I think having my teeth pulled without anesthesia would less painful.

Vanilla,
My Db definitely gave me concrete guidelines and directions for staying on the straight path.

SadHub,
Some days I feel strong and other days I feel very shattered. I just try to focus on taking one small step at a time.

Yesterday I had my residency graduation for the hospital (all specialties)and we had a fair time. We're having a graduation ceremony for my specialty on Tuesday night and I am looking forward to that one. It's more personal and I will know everyone there. Today I am having a bar-b-que with my fellow residents and am looking forward to the kids getting to run around and play. It will be a good distraction. Tomorrow I have my last call for 12 hours so overall this weekend is full of distractions and GAL.

I tried to read Surviving the Affair on Thursday but my heart just wasn't in it. IT speaks about the WS being remorseful and all the things he/she should do to assure the BS. My WH has done none of it and I just feel like I am re-reading the same guidelines and have done everything on my end.