I'm glad you got to soak up some family and family friends love today!
Hope you get some good sleep. I should get in there soon, too. Only cried for about 10 minutes tonight. Went for an evening walk with the dog and my son to break the mood, and it helped.
Darkness and night is difficult.
M 16 yrs, WH62, P54 3 adult blended kids EA 11/13, BD1 6/14 PA fall 14, BD2 2/15 Piecing 2015, BD3 12/15 Separated 4/16 WH moved OW in 5/16 Divorced 6/15/17