My husbands weekend with son and Tonight's planned night is to go make chocolate lollipops for my best friends bridal shower. At least my aunt and mom are helping me, so there will be interaction
Today was rough. I actually couldn't eat because husband wanted to talk to me (on phone..rather then text every 5 days) after work. Knowing he wants to talk always upsets me. I knew it was just about logistics, but I also knew he would be asking about whether I found a mediator yet. And I was right.
He spoke to me so casually about it. Even joked a bit. Like we were arranging dinner plans. I kept my tone just as casual..but of course I had strain in it. His casual was actually completely natural. He was happy and pleasant about it all. At least we are agreeable and friendly regarding son.
It's so surreal, how much of a stranger he has become. He just slowly withdrew and detached. And it hurts.
