Hi DFP I hope it's ok to chime in. Re the IC , maybe it's the wrong IC for you or maybe your not taking the info in
I think most people would fear being alone but realistically there are plenty of good people in the world looking for other good people and by getting a life it will give you more chance to meet them
7 months is not a long time and this is a process with many different parts to it
Time is a great healer but you need to help it along by getting yourself into the right frame of mind and moving forward. This is easier said than done but it can be done and has been by millions of people across time
I haven't read your whole sitch but I will and please believe me that you will be happy again one day
