Sandi, I agree with you whole completely. Nothing more I can say about that. I am working on me now, doing my best to disconnect and stop engaging in the little scraps she is throwing at me. Working on my relationship with my son. And detaching from what I thought I have known to be my life for so long. Even now I wonder where she is. She is out of town again on buisness, she said she would call in a bit but I haven't heard from her. Trying my best to remember she could care less about me and what I have going on. Hard to fathom and I am still in true disbelief. I have come to the realization that she is crapping on my on purpose to get me to call for the D. Guess I just have to do it and move on. My fear is that she wants me to do that so I look like the bad guy, and I am trying to figure out if I can protect myself from that the best I can. Not sure it will really matter in years to come, that part will fizzle in time. I need to be happy in life and this isn't doing it for me. Thanks again Sandi you have true words of wisdom.
M 21 years XW 43yo, me 41 yo S13 BD March 2016 - she asked me to patient... End of June - I started the D process. D final 2/23/17 "He who forgets will be destined to remember" Eddie Vedder
