Need a fresh start...but he's still here

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Thanks Roist, I've been saying that for quite some time. Not sure when I will have had enough but again, I know I can't go on like this forever. Sigh

What I have been doing is rereading some emails I had sent to myself with advice from DB that I found helpful. I have been offtrack for too long. I also just read "Sandi's Rules" again and cringed a little. I guess I just feel like we should be way beyond where we are. Unfortunately I don't get to decide the timeframe.

This week I have been exercising more, eating better and reading. It's nice to not be working and to have that stress lifted for the moment, of course an added stress is trying to find a permanent job for next school year.

My mantra for the next week or two is "refocus, refocus, refocus!"