Working on me and letting it play out

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But I still for like we are very much disconnected. We are getting along great and do a lot of things together. But in the end I feel like I am waiting for the other shoe to drop. There is no romance at all and its something I'm not pushing. But I just feel like at some point soon I am going to get the "I've tried, but I just don't love you like that anymore" speech.
I'm very having to do what I am doing for me and I feel like I am making progress. But I so miss that physical touch and connection with my W

I just wrote something similar on my thread. I have decided that I need to work very hard at NOT focusing on that and really refocus on me. It is easier said than done, I think we naturally need that connection, both physical and emotional.