Its not too late!

[mylittlehalo]

Slowly, You are right he is wondering what else has changed about me. I let him know little things as I feel appropriate. Mystery is a wonderful thing. HEE HEE HEE

Lately I have had the feeling that he is trying to test me to 'make sure' I am not the angry, jealous, harsh person I once was. For Example Last week he told me that he was thinking of getting a roommate (one of XOW's friends) that is female. He asked me what he should do and when I told him it was his decision, it would directly effect him and that I support what ever he chooses to do. He was flabergasted. He then proceeded to tell me that he doesn't even know this girl, and that I would not have to worry about anything happening between them, how it would just help him out financially. Then yesterday he calls me on his way home from work to tell me that he had a "date". I could tell by the cracking in his voice he was not prepared for my reaction. I said cool, have a good time. He then tells me that the date is with his lawn mower. Jokingly I told him not to let her take advantage of him, and he needs to get something out of it as well.
I'm confused does he want me to be jealous? There is always the possibility that I am over analyzing things a bit. I have not done that in a while, it's due time

On a brighter note...
Long story short, this retired couple has looked at his house a couple of times so far (with out an agent), they want to buy his house. Hurray!!!! The only problem is that the retired couple wants Xh to drop his agent and sell the house "by owner" doing this would allow XH to drop the price 10grand. They had a meeting last night and worked out the details, seems like it is a done deal. Xh is going to be free of his house and XOW in no time. I imagine 45 days!!
One more goal conquered!

I think it is about time to make new goals!
1. Work on own insecurities about the lack of useless conversations with XH
2. Loose 20 lbs by end of lease in August
3. Find and buy our perfect home
4. No longer refer to XH by XH, instead being able to refer to him as Loving Devoted Husband within one year. (reasonable I think)

I really worry about the lack of useless conversations with XH, when we talk I feel it is so serious all the time. We should have conversations that do not pertain to anything in particular right? Just fun, light conversations. I don't know, I think I will call him later and meow like a cat just to get a giggle from him.
As far as my weight loss is going I am already at a plateau, granted I have noticed my body is getting a little firmer but the scale has not moved. URGH. Very discouraging!

thanks to all for your support!